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RAIN p.43 - Gay? by JocelynSamara RAIN p.43 - Gay? by JocelynSamara
(Posting fifteen minutes early. Tired.)

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Poor Maria. I have nothing but sympathy for anyone who thinks they have to feel like this. Having tried to deny my own transsexuality for a majority of my life, I can say that in my experience, hiding something like this NEVER gets easier, emotionally-speaking. Even Rudy feels bad. He wants his sister to accept herself and be happy (although he may have an unconventionally mischievous way of showing it).

Also, you may have seen the poster in Maria’s room before (assuming you regularly hang around my DeviantArt page).

Rain, all characters and all other aspects of the story are copyright material belonging to me.
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RagTagEd Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2014  Student Artist
Man! pretty sly material we have here! APH: Onion-USA This story is not messin' around!
luminio Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2014  Student Digital Artist
rudy is my favorite character, just from this

taking what would be a beautiful moment from maria, and making it horrible XD
the1smjb Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2013
"Gayer than ever" cracks me up. "The readings are off the scale! Her gayness level is over nine thouusssaaaannnnnd!!!!!"
amyelise16 Featured By Owner May 1, 2013
"Gayer than ever" OMG
GOD BLESS RUDY. :excited:
Tigerfestivals Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Rudy is now my favorite character XD
chihuahua0 Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2013  Student Writer
The last panel is still funny.
12mark21 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2013
Chuckle, chuckle and LOL!
Ryu890 Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2012
*sighs* And yet, there are still people who think that if you don't 'come out' by age 6-7, then you're obviously confused....
Ryu890 Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2012
Denying one's transexuality....its certainly possible....if you can deny it to yourself......

For me.....I was a bit different. As a child, I hardly took notice of the differences between a boy and a girl. People were just 'people'.

As I got older, I began to hate the way the world expected me to be a specific way. I had decidedly feminine desires....and no way to achieve them. But I didn't accept myself then. I decided I'd change the world. Afterall, if the term 'gender' became meaningless in society....I could be the person I wanted to be, reguardless of what was between my legs.

At some point, I'd decided that I wasn't transgendered, because I wasn't strictly speaking 'suffering'. I had the fortitude of spirit to locate the good parts in my life, and delve into them. This consisted mostly of online roleplaying (through forums, not MMOs), and video games. Even then, I was playing as a girl more often then not. made me happy. On some level I couldn't explain, it felt more 'right'. More natural.

In my current state, I've accepted who I am....and more importantly, who I want to be. One's gender is a choice. I say this because in the end, no one is FORCING me to become a girl. It will only happen if I put enough effort, time, and money into it. I'm not going to treat this as some kind of disease that I'm victim to. I'm going to embrace myself for who I am. I will never stop being transgendered. No matter what I do, save amnesia, I will always have these 18, almost 19 years as a boy......and that experience will stay with me.

But one's gender isn't the sole aspect of a person. I'm not JUST a girl. I'm not JUST a trans. I'm also a gamer, a writer, a college student, and a Christian.

I'm sorry....I'm ranting. Its 3:30 in the morning, and I'm ranting randomly. Forgive me.
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